Today.

Today I have been thinking alot. Im not sure what i want to do career wise. Im a a crossroads so to speak. I love photography. It is by far my dream. I have always love this. and I love what I do. But its hard to keep up. I dont spend enough time with my camera and there is so much I need to learn and I wont learn it unless I use it. And at this point in time I just dont have the time or means to learn, shoot and edit. There is much i need for my business and i have been praying alot about it and right now at this time I feel I should put the camera down for a while. What appointments I have made already I will finish up and do those. But for a while I think I need a break from thinking about how I am not doing anything for or with my business. I might change my mind in a week or a month or a year. I just need prayer and time to not think or worry about how I can not keep up with what I want from my business. Its like i see it and i feel it but i just dont have the means or equipment to put it all together...Im sure none of this makes sense but for today im on pause.